At this moment, terror is gripping my heart. Gripping my heart so tightly I feel like it may burst at any time. No matter where I turn, terror refuses to let go.
Why is this part of my life so difficult? Why have these past 2 years been so trying?
Everytime I come to terms with a setback, another setback comes and punches me in the gut.
This is by far the most difficult period in my life. Thinking I was one step closer to achieving my goals, and then realizing I may never be able to.
And to think of all the people I'd be letting down in the process; my parents, my fiance, and worst of all, myself.
No way out of this.
I need peace, but can't achieve it. I need hope, but can't see it.
The worst is knowing that I'm all alone in this. No one understands it because no one is going through it.
I need strength, but can't feel it.
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